What’s It to You/Monologue

H. O. Ax

 

 

What’s it to you

If I avoid confrontation

What’s it to you if I don’t sleep

Who gives a fuck if I lie in bed until four

What’s it to you

If I talk to myself

What’s it to you if I lie on the floor

Who gives a fuck if I don’t eat

Whats it to you

When I don’t shower

What’s it to you if I don’t look you

In the eye

Who gives a fuck if I don’t say hi

What’s it to you

What’s it to you

What’s it to you if I can’t think

Of a compliment

What’s it to you if I curse you

In my mind

Who the fuck cares about your future

Who the fuck cares about you

Who the fuck cares

I’m meant to care

I’m meant to care

I’m meant to care if you’re down

I’m meant to care

If you won’t see

I’m supposed to give a shit when you

Think about jumping

I’m meant to care when you don’t

I’m meant to care

When things don’t run smoothly

I’m supposed to give a shit that you

Can’t get an interview

I’m meant to care when plans fall through

I’m meant to care

If all you want to do is sleep

All you want to do is be able to sleep

All I want to do is sleep

I’m supposed to give a shit if everything

You’ve said is a lie

Who gives a shit

You’re supposed to care for me

You’re supposed to care

You’re supposed to

You’re the one who should give a shit

You’re the one who’s supposed to get

Things done

You’re supposed to

Get a job

You’re supposed to

Pay for me

You’re the one who should give a shit if

I’m sick

You’re supposed to care if

I’ve fucked up my life

You’re supposed to care

If memories are negative

You’re supposed to care

Nothing is right

You might never care and that doesn’t bother you enough

You might never bother yourself

You might never care

You might never care if you get over it

You might never care

About the positives

You might never care

If the world dies around you

You should give a fuck

When people try to help you

You might never care if you go nowhere

You might never care if

You’re never in a relationship

You should give a fuck

That you aren’t trying but

You might never care